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Sunday, 05 July 2009

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    Pride and Prejudice and Zombies: The Classic Regency Romance - Now with Ultraviolent Zombie Mayhem!
    By Jane Austen, Seth Grahame-Smith
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    Quotes 5254 - 5271

    [5254]
    The world slows down
    But my heart beats fast right now
    I know this is the part
    Where the end starts

    [5255]
    I'd rather spend one day with you
    Than a lifetime with anyone else

    [5256]
    I don't need you to give me everything I ask for
    I don't want you to forget everyone else in your life
    All I ask is that every night before I go to sleep
    You tell me you love me, and truly mean it

    [5257]
    So stand in the rain
    Stand your ground
    Stand up when it's all crashing down
    You stand through the pain
    You won't drown
    And one day, what's lost can be found

    [5258]
    If you love something, set it free
    If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours
    If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with

    [5259]
    Does it scare you that I can be something different from you?
    Would it make you feel more comfortable if I wasn't?
    You can't control me
    And you can't take me away from who I am

    [5260]
    I don't mean to run, but every time you come around
    I feel more alive than ever and I guess it's too much
    Maybe we're too young and I don't even know what's real
    But I know I've never wanted anything so bad

    [5261]
    She puts on a smile to hide the lies
    And walks into a world where she slowly dies

    [5262]
    And it really starts to hurt
    When I start pretending it doesn't

    [5263]
    Paint me a picture filled with nothing but pure imagination, fantasy and eternity
    Make it full of nonsense, nothing making any sense
    I want it to remind me of my dreams, my nightmares and anything else unreal
    So paint me a picture, and I'll hang it on my wall

    [5264]
    I'm the kind of girl who trips on air
    The kind who skips down the middle of the road
    The kind who can always win an argument because I start to get illogical
    The kind who likes to get noticed
    The kind who is afraid of anything but acts as if I'm afraid of nothing
    The kind who will huge you without ever wanting to let go
    The kind who will talk for hours on the phone when you might not even be there
    I'm the kind of girl that will punch you when you hit on my little sister
    Will punch you if you call me a loser
    Basically will just punch you for the heck of it really
     But usually it's to try and be cute and tough
    I'm the kind who has a hard time letting go
    The kind who has OCD traits and wants everything to be perfect
    The kind who wants to find the one
    The kind who listens to the rules and follows them... for the most part
    And most of all, I'm the kind of girl who wants to change the world

    [5265]
    I finally learned what life is about
    Hanging on when your heart's had enough
    And giving more when you want to give up

    [5266]
    The alcoholic is the last true hopeless romantic
    Stumbling and smelling of stale gasoline
    Making James Dean speeches to an empty room
    She left some lipstick in her ashtray
    With a note scrawled on a napkin saying 'This is glamour.'

    [5267]
    Somewhere between an excuse and a lie
    You found something that you believe
    So proud I guess, I can't imagine why
    Three cheers for what we used to be

    [5268]
    The picture is far to big to look at, kid
    Your eyes won't open wide enough
    And you're constantly surrounded by the swirling stream of what is and what was
    Well we've all made our predictions but the truth still isn't out

    [5269]
    So wait up, I'm not sleeping alone again tonight
    There's so much to dream about
    There must be more to my life

    [5270]
    I would walk the road with you and never leave you behind

    [5271]
    It's either the bravest thing I've done, or the most idiotic
    And I suddenly realise how hard it is to tell the difference

     

    Okay, I'll be honest with you, I wasn't going to update today. The only reason I did is because Quizilla isn't working... which sucks. No stories to read, no stories to post.
    It's 1 in the morning, it's been pretty boring lately, and right now I have a really bad stomach ache.
    The end.
    xx 

Thursday, 02 July 2009

  • Quotes 5226 - 5253

    [5226]
    Hey boy
    You might have me believing I don't always have to be alone

    [5227]
    Fear less, hope more
    Whine less, breathe more
    Talk less, say more
    Hate less, love more
    And all the good things are yours

    [5228]
    The truth about girls:
    We act like we're cold so you'll hold us
    Gossip isn't a sin, it's an art
    The word 'bitch' doesn't mean much to us
    When we say we're fine, we're usually not
    Most of us fall in love way too easily
    We're never too old for sleepovers
    All of us have a mean side, some of us just don't show it
    We're confusing and you'll never figure us out completely
    Most of us like attention
    We all like to hear we're beautiful
    No matter how many times we say we don't care, we usually do
    We'll mess with your head
    If we say that nothing's wrong, something usually is
    And just then you think you have us figured out
    Something will change and you'll be all wrong

    [5229]
    Everything happens for a reason
    Even if it means not getting what you want
    Because in the end
    You realise it's exactly what you needed

    [5230]
    Don't go when I push you away
    It's times like that when I need you most

    [5231]
    I miss you, I do
    I love you
    Everyday I wake up and I have this ache in my chest
    And sometimes, I just sleep in because I know when I wake up you're not gonna be there

    [5232]
    Her friends all lied to her, but they're gone now
    The boy shattered her heart and left her hopeless
    Her family is nowhere to be seen
    And you think you're lonely...

    [5233]
    All she needed was your voice to turn her whole day around
    I'm telling you, kid
    Your voice is more than just a sound

    [5234]
    Everybody wants to be the sun that lights up your life
    But I'd rather be the moon
    So I can shine on you during your darkest hours of the darkest day
    When the sun isn't around

    [5235]
    I often miss the little girl
    Whose dreams had no barriers
    Who believed in a world where anything was possible
    With a heart that was full and unbroken

    [5236]
    It's amazing how you can take my breath away anytime
    And I get lost in your eyes everytime I look at you
    You're not at all what I was looking for
    You're all I wanted and so much more

    [5237]
    This is the epitome of everything you see in the movies
    And this world is a time bomb ticking
    And I think that I can stop it if you help me
    I'm unravelling, unbearably empty
    And if this ground gives way, I just hope that you'll catch me

    [5238]
    I hope this lasts forever
    Say you adore me
    What good could you be for me?
    And after I'm gone, wondering where you went wrong
    'Cause you're only taking inches when I'm giving you miles
    Did you figure out that I wasn't worth your while?

    [5239]
    I've been waiting for this moment forever
    And now that it's arrived, I feel so fucking alive

    [5240]
    I promise that when you begin to break
    I'll be a phone call away
    I swear I'll take the pain away
    I won't rest until I know you're okay

    [5241]
    Give me your poison pills 'cause I'm digging my starcrossed grave tonight

    [5242]
    I have given up on you
    And in time I'll learn to let you go
    I always have this fear
    That one day you are going to discover that I'm not as great as you once thought I was

    [5243]
    Last night we dressed to our best
    And drank till there was nothing left

    [5244]
    There's a patch of blue in the stormy sky
    A memory of a brighter time
    When everything was new and less watered down
    Before the summer turned to brown

    [5245]
    You should've known that you'd be here again
    Making the same mistakes for the same reasons
    Not everyone deserves a second chance
    Why are you so in love with bittersweet romance?
    But it's alright, it's okay
    I'll still be here when all of this is over

    [5246]
    You said you'd never let me go
    That's why I let you go first
    I know you deserve better

    [5247]
    I will never tell him how much I cried that day

    [5248]
    She may be young
    But she's not naïve
    She hasn't been through much
    But she knows exactly what hurt feels like

    [5249]
    She was too afraid of the future to let anything change
    But little by little, everyone moved on
    And they left her not even knowing who she was anymore

    [5250]
    There's something about the look in your eyes
    Something I noticed when the light was just right
    It reminded me that I was alive
    And it reminded me that you're so worth the fight

    [5251]
    I'm sinking yet I'll stride
    A satchel filled with pride

    [5252]
    Where are my pills?
    Where is my former lover?
    I've been betrayed by everyone I know who's blown my feeble cover

    [5253]
    We can make this, just the two of us
    Allow the world, allow the crowds and all the fuss
    I'll wait for you, just like you taught me too

     

    I'm sorry I haven't updated in so long! My internet's been going so slowly lately and I've had quite a bit of homework.
    I want to tell you to expect more frequent updates for the next couple of weeks because it's school holidays, but everytime I promise something, the opposite always happens. So it's most likely that if I promise to update more, I'll probably update once during these holidays, so don't pay any attention to me :)

    Um, there may be another update tomorrow, depending on when I get up, what I do when I get up blah blah blah, and also whether I go to my friend's place or not.
    I'll try though my best though  :)

    Haha, my latest obsession is Stephen Jerzak. Yum :D

Friday, 19 June 2009

  • Quotes 5201 - 5225

    Whoring myself on MySpace, hey? :)
    www.myspace.com/xxteenage_disasterxx

    [5201]
    A single death is a tragedy, a million deaths is a statistic

    [5202]
    We defied the law of silence
    We tested the theorem of laughter
    We demonstrated the chemistry theory
    We hypothesized the act of love
    We proved to them all; we're unstoppable

    [5203]
    I love him not for what he is
    But for what I am when I am with him
    I love him for the part of me that he brings out

    [5204]
    I wanna be the girl he gives his hoodie to wear
    Cuddles up to when it's cold
    The one he comes up behind
    Wraps his arms around
    And whispers 'you look beautiful'

    [5205]
    I'm just another hopeless romantic
    Stuck in a fairytale world

    [5206]
    There would be no passion in this world
    If we didn't have to fight for what we loved

    [5207]
    Life is the ability to feel so happy, you think your insides are going to explode
    It is being so upset or disappointed you feel as if your stomach has just dropped ten feet out of place
    It is running so hard you can barely breathe
    It's that feeling of panic when you know you've been caught doing something wrong
    It is having that sudden rush before you kiss someone you care about
    It is opening your eyes and feeling them sting because you spent the whole night crying
    It is letting people go, but letting new ones in
    And all the while realising that life doesn't have a purpose unless you let it

    [5208]
    Watching them together is like watching a car crash
    You don't want to look, but you just can't keep from staring

    [5209]
    And it's the worst feeling in the world
    Dreaming about us all night
    And waking up to find that it used to be true

    [5210]
    He said it's written in the stars
    But I don't look at the stars anymore
    I just want someone to die for

    [5211]
    If I could hold you close like you were never gone
    If I could hear your voice, you'd tell me to be strong
    But sometimes I just can't
    I just don't understand why you had to go
    I guess I'll never know

    [5212]
    Fools are fools
    That's why they fall in love

    [5213]
    If there were no hardships and challenges in love
    No tears, no pain, no blood
    What would be the point?
    We all need to feel a little throbbing every once in a while
    Just to remind us that we're still alive

    [5214]
    If we started all over today
    I think we know that we'd end up in the same place
    Maybe you're right and we've got nothing to say
    But I want to hear it anyway

    [5215]
    You will be missed
    You were always here to get me through times like this
    And I know if  you were here, you'd be laughing at me
    You would say I'm not as alone as I think

    [5216]
    I've noticed that if you look carefully at someone's eyes
    During the first five seconds that they start to look at you
    The truth of their feelings will shine through for an instant
    Before it starts to flicker away

    [5217]
    The greatest harm can result from the best intentions

    [5218]
    The worst battle is between what you know and what you feel

    [5219]
    I'm everything, I'm nothing
    I'm hideous, I'm beautiful

    [5220]
    If we cut out the bad
    Well then we'd have nothing left
    Like I cut up your angels
    You stabbed me to death

    [5221]
    Tell me I'm not making a mistake
    Tell me you're worth the wait

    [5222]
    Oh I know, my time is wasted by this hatred
    Oh I know, this grudge will suck me dry
    But maybe you'll come and put me out of my misery
    One graceful day you'll set me free

    [5223]
    Cigarettes and innocence are scattered on the floor
    It's the first October and the summer is gone
    You can't walk away and try to claim that none of this was real
    Sometimes autumn is confusing and I know exactly how you feel

    [5224]
    Let's concentrate on the words that could mean everything

    [5225]
    I say I've got nothing to live for like there's someone who does
    I say I feel so betrayed like there's someone that's safe to trust

     

    Finish it off with a palindrome =] (however you spell it)
    Mmkay kiddos, quote update for you lovelies out there.
    It's a fraction bigger than normal.
    I said in my pulse that I've used up all of the broadband, and I'm back to dial-up speed
    So sorry if there's not too many updates.
    I'll try though :)
    Love yas!
    xx Jess

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

  • Currently
    The Book Thief
    By Markus Zusak
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    Quizzy :)

    Credit goes to GASPsurveys

    Your first love walks up to your door, what do you do/say?
    'what the fuck? why are you here'
    then i would give him a massive hug

    Is there always going to be that one person who will always have your heart?
    don't think so

    Do you admit when your wrong?
    sometimes

    What are you listening to right now?
    i miss you - blink 182

    Are you currently frustrated with anything?
    yes

    When was the last time your parent's yelled at you?
    errr... a while ago actually

    What color is your hair?
    black

    You're rude, aren't you?
    i can be

    Do you wish you could take things back?
    some things

    How many kids do you want?
    i'm not sure
    but for a boy, i like the name strummer
    and for a girl, i like the names scarlet and storm :)

    Who did you last hangout with?
    people from school

    Will your next kiss be a mistake?
    um dunno, probably not...?

    What is something you currently want right now?
    to not be this full.

    Do you have plans for tomorrow?
    the shithole we're supposed to call school :(

    Do you curse in front of your parents?
    no

    Does anyone hate you?
    most probably

    Do you mean it when you say "I love you"?
    yes

    Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
    it depends how they fucked up the first one

    Have you ever seen your best friend(s) cry?
    yes

    Have they seen you cry?
    i don't know

    Did you speak to your father today?
    hardly

    Last people you went out to eat with?
    emelia and sarah

    Will you be in a relationship next month?
    dunno

    Is it easy for someone to make you smile/laugh?
    sometimes

    Have you ever burned yourself?
    yes

    Are promises important to you?
    if they're real

    Do you have a reason to smile right now?
    no

    What were you doing at 7 AM?
    sleeping

    Does love exist?
    yes

    Who was the last person you took a picture with?
    erm, emelia and sarah i think

    What was the last drink you had?
    coffee.

    Would you rather spend a day outside with friends, or inside alone?
    depends which friends and what we're doing
    i can be pretty anti-social sometimes

    How many siblings do you have?
    1 older brother

    Is there someone you can tell everything to?
    yes

    Why do you think your favorite color is your favorite color?
    because it's prettyful :)

    Any sleepovers coming up?
    dunno
    maybe

    Do you honestly think you could last a week without a computer or cellphone?
    oh god no.

    Do you ever think about the world ending?
    yes

    Do you trust all of your friends?
    no

    What time are you waking up tomorrow?
    around 8
    stupid school

    Do you want a tattoo?
    mmhm

    Where is your cellphone?
    somewhere round here :)

    When is the next time you'll be driving?
    um, when i get my licence

    How many piercings do you have?
    2
    just my ears

    If you can talk to one person who would it be &what would you say?
    i would talk to gerard way
    and i'd tell him that he is an amazing lyricist with the rest of my chemical romance and just an amazing person all-round.
    i'd tell him that he was my hero.
    i'd tell him about how his lyrics just explain so much about things.
    i'd ask him to tell the rest of the my chem guys that they are amazing too.
    and i'd ask him to tell them that they helped save my life.
    ily mcr.

    Sometimes do you feel older then your age?
    yes
    most of the time

    What will you being doing tonight?
    supposed to be doing my english homework.
    too lazy :)
    so probably just be doing this.
    on the computer.
    doing whatever.

    Summer's coming what do you have in mind?
    summer's in december.
    it's june.
    another 6 months.
    i can wait :)

Sunday, 14 June 2009

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  • Hey, sorry for the lack of updates, I've been at friends places the past few days. Some coming soon!
  • I've used up all of the broadband so I'm back to dial-up speed. So sorry for the limited number of updates. It takes ages.
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